My pump output went from 310 ml to 110 ml. One side gave me 20. That was on purpose. My second baby was eight and a half months old, strong, healthy, eating solids for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I needed to start a medication, and that meant ending breastfeeding. It was the right call. I knew it was the right call. What I didn’t know was what hormones after weaning would do to me in the weeks that followed. With my first son, stopping was easy. He was almost eleven months old, he started biting, and by the fourth bite…